i was fifteen years of age, matter of fact i had just turned fifteen. i was a little square to the game back in 1985. i was going to school and i had three girlfriends. One name Shirley, one name Kimberly, and the other one name Dorothy. Well, at that time i was a young player, and i felt that all the girls wanted a chance to be with a handsome young man like myself. i have always had young ladies come up to me and say Adrian you is so damn fine and handsome. That just made me come to school every day then because i used to like to hear all the good things the ladies would say. i didn't give a damn about the things the teachers was saying and writing down on the blackboard. All that was in my mind was getting some more ladies.

So me and the boys started hanging out real hard in school. When it was time to go to lunch, a guy name Nathan, another one name Willie, and me myself, Adrian, got with two girls, one name Vickie and the other one name Dorothy. And this was my first climax.

We got together while we was having class and planned that we would skip lunch and hide in the closet of the classroom. So at lunch time, the class lined up for lunch and there we was in the closet, the five of us. i have the girl Dorothy and the other two guys had Vickie. So i came out the closet and peeked out of the window and the class was going down the sidewalk, going to lunch. So i run back to the others and said everything is in the clear. So the two girls Dorothy and Vickie look at each other and smile and Vickie says go ahead girl, don't be afraid, and Dorothy says i ain't afraid, and then Vickie says see girl, i ain't afraid and her dress went up and her panties came down. And there i was standing there my penis so hard it could cut diamonds. And Arthur was on her like a dog on a piece of meat. She was on some school paper and her coat was on the floor. So me and Dorothy went back for the closet. i was so nervous and ready to try it that when we got in the closet, we start kissing and putting our arms around each other, and i slip my hand down to her zipper and zip it down and took her button loose. i was trying to get them jeans off so bad, she said don't rip my jeans and i said i'm not. So i said why they so hard to come off because i begin to sweat on the forehead. Then she said hold up, let me do it for you. i said to myself thank God. And there we was. i didn't know where the hole was to put my penis, so i said put it in for me, and she put her hand on it and guided me to the jackpot. It felt like a warm bird nest and all the goose bumps was running down my veins. Then i felt something build up in me. The feeling was so intense i had no defense. i felt it coming and i said to myself that i'm going to piss inside of her, but i couldn't stop, so there i was pissing inside her, that's what i thought it was, but that was my first climax. So she started me doing something that nobody could have stop me from doing.

So then i went on and on and i was staying at my grandmother's home. And her two younger sons was Ray and Fred, and they had a friend name Bay. And he used to have a lot of nice things. And we used to ask him, hey Bay, where you get that from, and he used to say my daddy bought this for me. But his daddy was buying him too much every day. So then one day my mother asked me did you see Bay in the news? i said no, why? Because they say he robbed a jewelry store. Then i said to her Bay don't do things like that. Then she said i know a person's face when i see it. So i got mad and went to my room. So this is when i really started staying to my mother's house and going to school from there. i was in high school then and i was the shit at that time on the lady's tip. i was wearing something different every day, my shirt match my shoes, my hat match my pants. That was the shit back then in 1985.

So as i was going back and forth to school i ran into this guy name Mike and this cat had two gold teeth in his mouth and had money in his pocket every day. And he used to call me every day at lunch time in the bathroom and say player, you want to see some hundred dollar bills and fifty dollar bills? i would say yeah, man, let me see. He would go off in his pocket and pull out all them hundreds and fifties, then i used to say, hey man, all that is yours? And he'd say don't i have it in my pocket? Then i would ask him, how did you get all that money, man? Then he said come with me after school. But first you must pass the test. i said okay, i will pass it, so we went and had lunch and went to class when the bell rang. So when the last bell rang, there i was in the front of the school looking for Mike to show up. Then i seen him so i came up and said what's up, player, are you ready? Then he said come on, let's go. So we went up to his home and went to his room, and he said put your books over there and you can get them when we come back. And there we was on our way to Coral Ridge Mall and when we got to the Woolco store he said first you have to steal some bottles, and i said, how is i'm going to do that? Then he said take your pants and pull them outward, and put the bottles down in them, so i said piece of cake. i said, just show me where they are, and i will get them while you watch out for me. He show me where they was and i got them and walked clean out the store. i couldn't believe i done it. So now i have my head up high, i'm a bad cat now.

When we cross the red light there was a police at the light, and while we cross the street, the police said to me, hey you, come here. So i went to the car window of the police car and he said let me see what in that bag, so i gave the man the bag, and he said where is your receipt to the bottles? Now i am looking like shit in the face. And i look around and see Mike going town the sidewalk, so i call out, hey man, wait on me. So then the police man said to me, stand against that gate until I pull over. And Mike seen him pull over and he call to me run, player, run fast, don't let him get you, or you will go to jail. Then i said jail, oh my God, i have to run now. i ran so fast i know the policeman didn't see nothing but ass and elbows. And i was running so fast that i ran a little past Mike's house until he said, Adrian, here i go over here. That damn Mike was sitting down on a broke chair with his radio playing. Then i was saying hey man, i have to run and hide or they will get me. Then a smile come across his face. He told me just chill, my nigger, those crackers don't know you. Just sit down and chill. i said ok, player, then i listen to the radio for a while and went home. But if my daddy would have found out what i had did, he would have beat my ass until it would have went up in fire.

So then i stopped going to school and started skipping classes and hanging out with the fellows under this big tree by a stop sign, calling all the girls who was on their way to school. There was Mike again, standing behind me, and said hit this joint, player, and i hit it about three good times, and then i was on cloud nine, floating so high that a bird couldn't come that high. i was smiling the whole day and hanging out getting all the street knowledge in my head. And then about two weeks later that guy Bay was driving a 76 Chevy car, and he was already hearing my name about how all the girls like my profile and style.

Everybody was talking about the Brown Lounge, how the pimps and players hang up there, so i had to see it for myself. So one Friday all day i was thinking about going through my window that night. It was about a fifteen minute walk from where my house was, so i took a bath that night like i was going to bed, and i went in my room and locked the door and got dressed, and there i was, standing up in front of the Brown Lounge cooling out like a big boy. Didn't have a nickel in my pocket, but i was dressed to kill, you dig. Then here come that cool cat Bay again in another car, so i ran up to the car and said, what's up, player? And he said ain't nothing, i'm looking for somebody. Then i say hey, man, let me ride with you, man. Then he said i have something to do and i ask what is it you have to do, player? Then he said i have to go make the white men and women get flat. Then i said can i make them get flat too, dog? Then he said i can't do that, little Adrian. Then i said don't call me little Adrian, player, i ain't no kid. Then i said to him again, come on man, i won't say nothing about what we did. So he said okay, but if the police chase this car, jump out when i say jump because it is stolen, and if you get caught, you don't know me. Tell the policeman i was giving you a ride from the bus stop, okay? Then i said and if you get caught, you don't know me, and you tell him i picked you up at the same place, dig? And there we was in the stolen car with dark tinted windows. As we was riding, he said i am going to show you one time and that's all, how to get a pocketbook. And you can't be afraid. i say okay. So we are riding down US 1 and he call out and said there goes one and i said what and he said the thousands i said where at he said that white lady, i know she got thousands in that pocketbook, then i said let's get her, my nigger.

Then he said just chill, we will ride behind her and go wherever she goes. And she pulled up at this parking lot, and Bay passed by her house and turned off the lights and he said just look through the back window and watch and leave this door halfways open, make sure it don't get closed. And he took off running where the lady had parked, and she was getting out of the car and he was right behind her, and she didn't know at all until he hit her with a left jab and a right hook, and she was out for the number three. And he got the lady's pocketbook and ran back to the car and threw the purse over to me, and said open it and look and see what's in it, how much money. And then i reached inside and started pulling out bank envelopes and tearing them open. And all i seen was hundred dollar bills and fifty dollar bills. Then i said player, you hit for the thousands and he said we will get one more and it's on you, player. i looked at him and said let's do it.

So we saw another lady and went behind her until she got to her home, and he passed by and turned out the lights, and i jumped out the car and ran for the lady. And she seen me and went to scream. And i hit her so many times i scared myself, and went for the purse and ran off for the car. And i looked inside and there was the jackpot again.

i did that for about two years, strong arm robbery. Until i ran into this guy name Sonny Bun and he liked to ride dirt bikes and he had found out that a young man like myself had so much heart. He had seen a dirt bike in the back of these people's yard and was afraid to get it, so he came and got me and told me about it and he said he want it so bad. So we went where it was and i open the gate and walk in and push it right out and put it in the trunk of his mother's car. It was about 9:00 o'clock that morning, and the telephone man seen me get the bike and push it out of the yard. He was fixing the phones up in the air on a pole, and he seen the car and everything. And he went to a pay phone at a Circle K store and called the police. And we was going down 152nd Street in Kendall when all the police cars pulled up beside us and said pull over.

We pulled over and i never seen so many guns to my head. And there i was, saying please don't shoot, just don't shoot. And between these two years of the strong arm robbery, i was going in and out of juvenile hall then.

i had stopped talking to all the girls i met in school when i ran into this girl named Nikki and she can steal the sweet out of a cake and heal all of a man's sexual healing. i was so in love with her, i would fight a lion to save her life, because any kind of pants or sweatsuit i wanted she could get them for me, and shoes and socks. And i had got me a car, a 73 Dodge, with her help. Any girl who say that they was my girlfriend had to put up her lefts and rights or put them in they pocket. Because Nikki is coming to kick some ass about Adrian Harris, and i used to throw this dick so good, and lick her down like she was a cherry lollipop.

So she was my lady until me and Sonny Bun got to the police station and i told them that he give me a ride and i didn't know him. They scared him so bad when they told him he would be going for a long time, and when the police went in the room with Sonny Bun they came back and said to me what are you going to do now, Mr. Harris? We have a paper right here with Sonny Bun's name on it. Just tell us what all y'all did this morning. And this time i was shipped over to the big house, Dade County Jail. i had went to juvenile hall for 30-day programs and shit like that, but that wasn't shit. Everything came down when i went to the big house.

i walked through those doors and people went to look at me and i heard some guards saying we got us another juvenile, and the sergeant said okay, fingerprint him and pat him down and send him up to the tenth floor where the juveniles are. So i got up there and they give me my sheets and blanket and i went to cell B-2 for that day, and went to pretrial release that morning and got out in the evening. My mother and dad came and signed for me. And i was so glad to walk out of that crazy shit. But they had gave me a paper to come back to trial on that charge. And when i got home i let all the fellows know that Sonny Bun was a snitch. Most of the guys stopped fucking with him.

i call Nikki and she came to my house and i kicked her ass so good that she seen some air and went for the run and i couldn't catch her. And after that we was on bad terms from then until i met this girl name Candy and she looked like cotton candy. Her skin was tender like a baby's ass, you dig. And Nikki heard about about that after Candy and i had a relationship about two months and Nikki came right back into the picture and at that time my mother let the girlfriends of mine stay the night with me. And the time i was with Candy i had hit the jackpot for four thousand dollars and bought me a 76 sedan Caddy and was wearing a Kangol rag hat with one gold doo-doo rope chain and had three gold teeth in my mouth at the top going to the right.

And i was still going to court on those other charges against me about the dirt bike. i went about a month later and my attorney told me that they recommend for me to go to a youth prison for 18 months. i told him that he must be the craziest man in the world. And he talked to my mother and told her that they want to put me away for a long time, and she came over to me and said Adrian, what is it? You have to tell the man something. Then he told me i will do about 6 months and come home without getting in trouble. And i said okay because he said that Sonny Bun had gave the police a piece of paper saying everything that went on that fucked up day and that paper and Sonny Bun coming to court can send me away for a good little time. So he told me to get the 18 months, so i said okay, let's go in the courtroom and tell the judge that i took the 18 months. So he went in and told the judge and they gave me a three week stay with my family, and after those three weeks there i was back on the tenth floor.

And during those three weeks i was fucking Nikki and Candy at the same time. Nikki sleep in the room with me and Candy sleep in the room with my two sisters, and when Nikki go home i call Candy in the room and we have a good little sex relationship before Nikki get back. And then Candy goes to the shower and take a nice bath and go back in the room.

So i turned myself in and when i got up there i had a homeboy name Rodney and we was in A-3 and that cell had all down south players and A-4 had all the up north players. And Rodney was the house man of A-3 and he fight like a bat going out of hell. When he went to court one morning he left me in charge of the phone and told me don't let this guy Red use it. So at lunch time i was on the phone with Nikki and he came in the room and said Adrian, let me use the telephone. And i said my man Rodney told me don't let you use the phone and he said my nigger, you got life fucked up, so i said player, you heard what i say. So he is standing there looking like shit in the face, so i ask him, what's up, player, you act like you want to punch me in my mouth. So he went back to his room and put his tennis on and my friend name James said Adrian, that nigger is putting on his shoes. So i told my lady Nikki to hold on, i got to handle a problem. And she said don't fight baby, and i told her to let me handle this and be chill, and i put the phone down and took my shoes off and walked out my room and said Red, you want to fight me, my man? He looked at me and didn't say nothing so i told him any time you feel froggy, player, all you have to do is leap my way and you will have a landing. And he turn around and walk away.

And then an hour later my dog came back from court and i said, what did they do, Rodney? He said they gave me six years, and then Wade came out the room and said tell Rodney what happened when he was gone, Adrian. Then i said oh that fucked shit between me and Red. And Rodney said what fucked shit? Oh, me and Red was going to throw a little hands. So Rodney said Red, what's up, player, you tried my nigger Adrian. So i say fuck that shit, player, that's over with, and Rodney told Red he has to get out the cell or fight, so he roll all his shit up and hit the door. And the guard came and he told the guard he has a problem, he want to get out that cell.

And then they come back to get me and i took a shower and put on clothes. Then i went to Dorm 1 and my dog Rodney seen me and said, what's up, player? Let's take a walk. So i went to the room they assigned to me, and put my things down and walked out of the room and locked my door, and me and Rodney went to walking around. At that time i wanted a cracker to say just one thing. And i was going to beat the shit out of him because i thought all of them was the same when they are in a group. i will walk around the yard and bump against one white boy so he can say something to me and i can slit his shit to the white meat or just say hey, guy, watch it. And as he goes to say it, he will be laying on his face. But that motherfucker wouldn't say shit, but just keep on walking. i hated crackers with a passion. Every night i used to sit up thinking how can i kill one and get away with it.